alonelinessthatcreepsupinsideofmeslowlyeveryonceinawhile,icannotgraspthepaingripping,tightening.ithurtsbutthenslowlysubsides.it’satrick,becauseitalwayscomesback,hardandfast.whygod,ohwhy?isitmyfault?doihaveonlymyselftoblameforthis…? I can’t sleep.
