Sitting in the dark of my room, comforted by the sounds of Dallas Green and the rain. It’s all pretty perfect right now, actually. I love the earthy smell that the rain gives the wind. It’s very nice. Thinking about how life will be if I actually get accepted to Pivot Point. I’m afraid of change, so it’s going to be a challenging time for me, I know. I just hope that I don’t fuck it up! And I hope that I can learn to be at peace with living here. I find myself missing simpler times while being envious of people who are independent and lead fast paced lives. I just need to stop worrying and get moving, and I don’t think I’ll regret it. Life is so scary sometimes!
